My first semester at University of Melbourne is finally OVER!!! I've completed my final examination today!!! Although I am not very confident about this paper, I am still delighted that I survived through my first semester.
This semester has taught me to be constantly updated about my lectures. I was lost in Biochemistry of Metabolism and Nutrition early in the course and I didn't have the time to clarify all my doubts until examination period. I realized I was confused about what was being taught towards the end and it certainly didn't do my revision any good. I have way too much doubts in my mind. Looking back, I should have used the iLectures more frequently. I will definitely keep myself on track, on par with whatever is being taught.
Nonetheless, it is such a huge relief to be free and alive again. I have been having nightmares and insomnia for the past few weeks. The worst nightmare was one when I dreamt that I was going to this HDB flat. I said I wanted to stay there for one night, but the lady owner of the flat refused to let me. I insisted and when I was sleeping, I felt this burning sensation throughout my body. I thought that dreams aren't supposed to feel pain or sensation. But this nightmare did. I was afraid, so I started chanting Amitābha. The burning sensation gradually subsided, but I woke up feeling really scared, thinking it was something real. It really felt real... Talk about stress-induced nightmare. This is definitely one... Now, I sleep with an amulet just to keep myself safe. I know it is very "uncle-ish"... But who cares when I feel safe about myself.
Can't wait to get back to Singapore for my loved ones, food and unlimited internet!!!
